As the tears began to flow I moved the newest addition to Sydneys garden. It was just perfect...a pink little chair for Sydney. Logan ran right over and helped me place the chair in the perfect spot, and then sat himself in the chair, and said Ne-Ne's chair.
Yes I love her garden area so much, but would rather have her here with me instead. Sometimes my mind and my heart forget that she's not coming back, and that's when I find it the hardest.
Although the pain is often indescribable there is something about that pink chair that makes me smile. I know Sydney would have loved it, and thats what makes me happy in that moment.
The thing I love about Sydneys garden is that there is always work to do; more flowers, mulch, and new sparkle. It's a work in progress, but anything is possible for my baby girl. Momma loves you so much Sydney.
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