No one knows the right way to grieve. Is there really a "right way"? Lately I find it exhausting that I have to grieve, and deal with the pregnancy hormones all in one. I'm worried lately. I'm concerned that I won't be able to grieve and love baby Maddox along with Logan all at the same time. Am I going to love Maddox as much as Logan? Yes, but I worry about my heart. I worry about missing Sydney too much. I worry that I might not have the energy to remember. Bringing a baby into this world is one thing, but bringing one into the world after a death of a child is just exhausting. I get worried!
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