Ne-Ne and Brotha

Many people who don't know us will ask, " does Logan get it" " does he know his twin is gone?" We not only have to worry about ourselves grieving but also how Logan is grieving. We are doing our best with Logan to help him through the pain of not having his twin sister with him! We do all we can to have him remember the twinbond: look at pictures, videos, talk about her, and even visit her at the cemetery. 

Yesterday was the first time that Logan got out of the car to see Sydneys area since the funeral. Everytime we drive by to see her Logan will say, "bye bye Ne-Ne" and blow a kiss to the sky. This just melts our heart when he does this. 

Logan got out of the car, walked over to Sydneys area with his bubble-wand and started to explore her items that surround her area. We wernt sure what he was going to do, but just wanted to give him the chance to see.

It's so hard so hard to know that he's missing his twin. I've done my best to keep him busy with other kids, so he always has someone to play with. At times when I see other twins or siblings playing together it breaks my heart for Logan, because I don't know if he really knows something is missing. 

All I know is Logan is such a good boy, he is filled with lots of love, and carries a piece of his twin sister with him everyday. He will always have that bond, which will never be forgotten. We will continue to talk about Sydney, and when he gets older he will be proud to say, "he had an amazing twin sister" who is leaving a sparkle wherever she goes!! Let the twin bond carry on forever!