There's no buddy like a little brother

After we found out we were pregnant I couldn't wait to find out what we were having. To be honest I always had a hunch that it was going to be a boy. I was actually protecting my heart, but secretly knew we were going to get what Logan needed. I wasn't sure what other people thought I was having, but some people assumed it would be a girl since I lost Sydney. As the weeks went on I kind of let my heart go and thought maybe it could be a girl. Either way we wanted a healthy baby, and a sibling for Logan. We found out we were having a "boy", and initially the news was a little difficult to digest, because I was filled with so many emotions. I was still grieving Sydney, and couldn't process all the information with the hard week that was coming up. I finally soaked up the love for another little boy, and a little brother for Logan. The brother bond that Logan will have with this little boy is something that will be so special to watch. Logan is so lucky, because he gets the "brother bond,"and also the "twin bond" that will always be remembered. This is what is meant to happen, and we couldn't be more excited. Yes, I miss the girly things, but I always find a way to shine. There's only one Sydney, and we will continue to do our best to remember, and bring the sparkle to the new baby boy. Logan's so excited and that makes me happy. Here's to a new little boy who will be loved so much.