You know what stinks? The fact that you're at the happiest place on earth and some how your heart is torn apart. Don't get me wrong, we have had such an amazing time, but under that smile there's still a grieving mother. I look back at pictures and videos of Sydney, and often think to myself-how the "F" did this happen? I can't control my emotions and often feel sick to my stomach. No one understands what it feels like, and the pain that hits everyday. If she was sick then maybe I would have understood a little more. I'm doing alright and loving my little family; however this mama is tired. I'm emotionally tired with a mending heart.
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