"How do you just talk so freely about Sydney without breaking down is the question that many people ask me." To be honest I have no clue, and I have no idea how I actually get up everyday, but I do it. I'm constantly thinking about Sydney more than people realize. It's the sudden pause in my day when someone asks me how I'm doing, or the pause I take when someone wants to talk about Sydney. It consumes my daily life. For some reason the more I talk about her the more I just feel better. The other night I was able to stand up in front of a room full of people and talk about Sydney, her legacy, and her foundation that will help so many kids. It's kind of hard to believe that it will be a year in a few weeks, and how far we have come with the sparkle. Why do I carry on her legacy? Because it's the ONLY thing that keeps me going besides my little LoLo and Shane. No one should ever have to go through this heartache, and I ask myself why each day. There must be a reason and I'm not sure just why, but I'm trying so hard to just do the best I can. Even though the struggle is just very real!
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