Sometimes it's still hard to go on little outings with Logan knowing that Sydney isn't with him anymore. It's been over a year since she's been gone, and we've managed to move forward, while not missing a beat for Logan. Yesterday we spent the day with Logan's buddy Kensington. We hung out a time or two with Kensington when Sydney was still alive, and a few after Sydney has passed. I feel that Logan's relationship has grown with K, because he has become a singleton, and no longer has a twin to be by his side. Logan has adapted so well with so many old and new friends by his side. As we embark on outings it makes my heart heavy at times to see other twins or little girls around. This is my life, and this is how we choose to move forward. We enjoy activities with friends, singleton and twins, and chose to move forward with Logan enjoying as many activities as he can. Yesterday was a great day, because Logan and Kensington both enjoyed themselves. Seeing both of them smile makes my heart happy, but also sad because I wish Sydney was there with both of them.
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