Friday, December 25, 2015

Christmas Eve...check

Christmas Eve has come and gone....phew we made it! I'd say it was a struggle yesterday. From the initial timehop preview of years past, to Sydneys empty stocking that hung by itself near her tree. 
I can honestly say that I felt ok. I talked about Sydney a lot, and always had a smile on my face doing it. There was no time to cry as I had to be pulled together for Logan. 
New traditions have been made, and memories were made, while we remembered. Logan had a great day at breakfast with Bay, playing with his besties, sprinkling reindeer food with Britt, and having dinner over at our neighbors. 
He's so in the Christmas spirit and can't wait to see what Santa brought him. It was tough last night knowing that Sydney didn't have anything under the tree as I laid out the presents. Sydney did leave something special for her brotha as I always will keep that tradition going. 
As Logan went to bed I kissed him good night, said "I love you", and then blew a kiss to the sky. 
We are ALWAYS thinking of you Sydney. Mama misses you baby girl, and hope more than anything that you sparkle and shine on always. Here's to Christmas Eve in the books...now bring on Christmas
Day. 

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